call me a safe bet, i'm betting i'm not...

i'm lois, but so are a lot of people.

twenty two year old recluse, residing in central scotland, battling both mental & chronic illnesses.

cisgender female, femme, pansexual; sexual attraction, sexual desire, romantic love, or emotional attraction toward people of any sex or gender identity.

sober, vegetarian, feminist - practicing yoga, meditation & crystal healing.

autumn, tea, candles, lavender, amethyst, silver, lush cosmetics, brand new, antiques, taxidermy, art, witchcraft, piercings, tattoos, body modification, black, bdsm, horror & halloween are my absolute favourites.

i am vulgar, indecent & inappropriate; sexual deviant through & through.

'well take me, take me back to your bed, i love you so much that it hurts my head. say i don't mind you under my skin, i'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in. when we were made we were set apart, life is a test & i get bad marks. now some saint got the job of writing down my sins, the storm is coming, the storm is coming in...'



instagram: babyfireflyx †☽
it’s all final, i think! i’ve paid my deposits & @darylwatsontattoo is finally tattooing my legs on the 25th of september & the 24th of october (was going to go on my birthday, but he’s off!) can’t believe i actually had to sign this! his work is unreal! much excitement, i haven’t had a proper tattoo in so long! ❤

it’s all final, i think! i’ve paid my deposits & @darylwatsontattoo is finally tattooing my legs on the 25th of september & the 24th of october (was going to go on my birthday, but he’s off!) can’t believe i actually had to sign this! his work is unreal! much excitement, i haven’t had a proper tattoo in so long! ❤

it’s all final, i think! i’ve paid my deposits & @darylwatsontattoo is finally tattooing my legs on the 25th of september & the 24th of october (was going to go on my birthday, but he’s off!) can’t believe i actually had to sign this! his work is unreal! much excitement, i haven’t had a proper tattoo in so long! ❤

it’s all final, i think! i’ve paid my deposits & @darylwatsontattoo is finally tattooing my legs on the 25th of september & the 24th of october (was going to go on my birthday, but he’s off!) can’t believe i actually had to sign this! his work is unreal! much excitement, i haven’t had a proper tattoo in so long! ❤

wee drawing from @miss_shiv_tattoo ❤ think i’ve got a thing for magpies…

wee drawing from @miss_shiv_tattoo ❤ think i’ve got a thing for magpies…

this is where i want to get married! 😻❤

this is where i want to get married! 😻❤

i’ve been tagged in a few of these, so i thought i’d actually do one! 🙈
i’m horrendously dull, so apologies in advance! 
1. i was never christened & i don’t have a middle name.
2. i suffer from oniomania. google it. 
3. i’ve had the majority of my tattoos planned for years, but continuously put off getting heavily modified because of my weight. i’m trying to break free of that. 
4. i stopped eating meat & still actively try to be as vegan as possible after i saw a male calf being shot in the head as it was deemed ‘useless’ (in the dairy industry!) i feel like a hypocrite & a horrible person every day for not being vegan anymore, but it made me physically ill. 
5. i probably look @monamifrost’s photos every single day. she is literally a work of art & i am devastated that i’ll never look like her. 
6. i am an empath. 
7. i’ve thought i was a witch since i was in primary school. 
8. i think i have a spirit attached to me/am ‘haunted’. 
9.  as a child, i had echolalia. for years, i used to repeat everything i said under my breath for a second time. 
10. i was bullied mercilessly for years, which drove me to try & take my own life & effects my mental health to this day. i never finished high school. 
11. my mum, dad & brother (+ our two springer spaniels!) mean the absolute earth to me. my biggest fear in life is losing them or them being hurt in anyway. 
12. i’m the least judgemental person you’ll ever talk to. you’ll soon learn that you can tell me anything & i won’t be shocked or offended in any way. 
13. i’m pansexual & i’m sure i have been since birth. love isn’t as simple as ‘male’ & ‘female’, or even straight & gay. 
14. i’ve never really had any friends. i’m awful at making them & even worse at keeping them. nobody likes me & i wish i knew why. 
15. my natural hair is strawberry blonde. i’ve dyed my hair black for nearly ten years. 
16. i’m twenty two years old & i still suck my thumb. 
17. i haven’t been drunk in almost a year. being sober is treating me well! 
18. i’ve constantly been unwell since i was little. i don’t really know what it’s like to be ‘normal’. 
19. i’ve never had a ‘real’ job.
20. i want to get married in a cemetery ❤

i’ve been tagged in a few of these, so i thought i’d actually do one! 🙈
i’m horrendously dull, so apologies in advance!
1. i was never christened & i don’t have a middle name.
2. i suffer from oniomania. google it.
3. i’ve had the majority of my tattoos planned for years, but continuously put off getting heavily modified because of my weight. i’m trying to break free of that.
4. i stopped eating meat & still actively try to be as vegan as possible after i saw a male calf being shot in the head as it was deemed ‘useless’ (in the dairy industry!) i feel like a hypocrite & a horrible person every day for not being vegan anymore, but it made me physically ill.
5. i probably look @monamifrost’s photos every single day. she is literally a work of art & i am devastated that i’ll never look like her.
6. i am an empath.
7. i’ve thought i was a witch since i was in primary school.
8. i think i have a spirit attached to me/am ‘haunted’.
9. as a child, i had echolalia. for years, i used to repeat everything i said under my breath for a second time.
10. i was bullied mercilessly for years, which drove me to try & take my own life & effects my mental health to this day. i never finished high school.
11. my mum, dad & brother (+ our two springer spaniels!) mean the absolute earth to me. my biggest fear in life is losing them or them being hurt in anyway.
12. i’m the least judgemental person you’ll ever talk to. you’ll soon learn that you can tell me anything & i won’t be shocked or offended in any way.
13. i’m pansexual & i’m sure i have been since birth. love isn’t as simple as ‘male’ & ‘female’, or even straight & gay.
14. i’ve never really had any friends. i’m awful at making them & even worse at keeping them. nobody likes me & i wish i knew why.
15. my natural hair is strawberry blonde. i’ve dyed my hair black for nearly ten years.
16. i’m twenty two years old & i still suck my thumb.
17. i haven’t been drunk in almost a year. being sober is treating me well!
18. i’ve constantly been unwell since i was little. i don’t really know what it’s like to be ‘normal’.
19. i’ve never had a ‘real’ job.
20. i want to get married in a cemetery ❤